and so i waited....and waited... (still waiting)

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around
You used to lean on me
The only other choice was falling down
You used to walk with me like
We had no where we needed to go
Nice and slow
To no place in particular

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
The nights were clear for the first time that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least there's you
And at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back?
To how it used to be

I used to reach for you
I got lost along the way
I used to listen
You always had the just right thing to say
I used to follow you
Never really cared where we would go
Fast or slow
To anywhere at all

I look around me
And I want you to be there
Cause I miss the things that we shared
Look around you
It's empty and you're sad
Don't you miss the love that we had?

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around
The only one around

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
The nights were clear for the first time that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least there's you
And at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back?
To how it used to be yeah
To how it used to be

after so long... X MADNESS REIGNS
Saturday, January 24, 2009

1:37 AM
i stood waiting...but you never came...

i thought this place died. or rather i put it to sleep. my last post was 2 years ago, like wtf??!!

haha, actually the only reason i'm using this place is because lj is being a complete pain in the ass by not letting me post pictures and show my shitz and feimao, so here i am! hahaha

haha, this entry is for my awesome shitz (debs) who is looking hot here and feimao (my conservative ah ma) to see my new awesome addiction! haha!!!

my shitz looking hot. haha, lubbs~

Yes, in honour or X JAPAN, who is the world's most fan-fucking-tastic awesome smexy band! i have dedicated my new year's wardrobe and myself to them!!! All of my clothes with the exception of a dress coz it only comes in one colour, are black red and white. My nails are manicured and blood red, and i will spray my hair to be red as well!!! Needless to say my makeup is also black and red and even my new tattoos!!!!! =) smexy stuff!!!!

so here they are:

this is the scorpion on my back, and i absolutely love it!

X Japan logo on my arm, its not perfect coz its the guy's first time but it's ok, i'll go back and let him touch up in a few days.

my new awesome manicured blood red nails with cool white swirlies!

here's a close-up of the design, a bit blur but yeah, sorry!

oh wells, that is it, bear with the pics first, my loves, i will show you the real thing when i get back next week. til then, i lubbs euzz and muax~